Merry whatever

I am utterly saddened by the behaviour of my offspring.
The lack of love and respect is just heartbreaking.
I have no idea how it has come to this.
I am barely even acknowledged as they move around the house.
The youngest got up and went straight for the present given to him by his boss without even speaking to me. I waited patiently by the door while he opened it. He looked up at me as if to say what are you looking at? I had his present in my hand. I gave it to him and he muttered thanks. I found the wrapping paper just discarded onto the table like so much rubbish and I have no idea where the gift is.
The oldest made an appearance some hours later. I gave him his present and it has just been opened and left where it was.
I am in tears. My heart is broken just a bit more by the casual attitude of these children.
No present for mum.
Not even a card.
merry christmas
 I don't think so.

Yeah yeah

I know. It's been a while, so what.
I've got a life going on here.


We have moved into the unit which I need for uni next year, a little early but if we left it too long we would end up with a dog box. This way I get to visit the gold coast any time I want.
Xmas is fast approaching with only 9 days left. I have wrapped up a few things to send north, now I just need to get to the po. 
Went to the doc and she wants to operate end of Jan 14. Ugh, not happy about that so will try to delay. 
Here is some food I have eaten over the last few weeks. I found a great vegan restaurant in Holland Park and bought some meat subs and they were not too bad. The prawn one was a bit sweet but the texture was very good and real close to the prawns I remember but without all the mercury and cholesterol and saturated fat. I used them in Prawn Jambalaya which was a bit hot at first but had settled down after a day in the fridge.

More later.....................